I have been feeling weird lately. Today I realized I'm sad. I'm not sure if I've been sad this whole time of weirdness or if it's just today. I can't really explain, it's not one thing in general that is making me sad. Perhaps it's I just have a lot going on right at this moment, and I'm overwhelmed. I do have a lot on my mind. We all know I'm very unhappy at work, my birthday is Sunday, I'm not pregnant, and didn't get much reassurance from the doctor at my last appointment, my anniversary is Thursday (which doesn't make me sad) but just another "thing" I have going on. I'm used to having a lot of things going on and always finding a balance, why can't I seem to do that now? Why is it I can't seem to control the emotions I'm having. Never before have I sat at my desk with my eyes filling up with tears, and not really knowing the reason for it....
Merry Christmas 2012!
12 years ago
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Life isn't all a bed of roses as you already know all to well. Sometimes we are sad or feel a little blue or down and have no real reason to feel that way. So the natural thing is to hunt for a reason, something must be worng with my life, something I am doing or my friends is doing or my husband or family is doing is making me down. Well in truth would you feel in such need of an explanation if you were feeling happy without a celar reason to feel so. I think feeling sad or happy, or content or restless is just a part of being a person. Now if your the same way all the time, then there might be something to worry about. Accept each state as a part of who you are and certainly if there are things you know are getting you down adress them head on in your life. Otherwise sit back and enjoy the ride!
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