Unspoken Words

Most people would say I'm outspoken. What they don't see is I sensor myself most of the time. I'm not sure what is going on with my mind lately, I can't seem to to shut off my thoughts. Words need to be said to so many people in my life, but instead my approach is just to shut up. Is it really helping the situations?....No....I realize at the time I'm taking the easy road, but only making it harder in the end. My only excuse is I'm tired, which is not a good excuse! I just want to be. I read in a friends blog about someone wanting to take a vacation, but not go anywhere, they just wanted to be. This is how I'm feeling. Not like this is the best time to have those feelings. I'll be able to suck it up and continue on, it's who I am, and what I do. I think it's time to at least say the unspoken words to the ones I've been avoiding. Perhaps once it's dealt with, I wont feel so tired. Emotions really can suck you dry.