With not working 32 hours a week anymore (due to the baby) I've had a lot of free time. Mostly I am stuck at home, I try to fill my day with organizing, cleaning, reading, internet surfing, etc. In fact I've become obsessed with my floors. I vacuum at least once a day, and now I have to mop too. I can't stand winter and how everyone drags crap into the house. Feels like it's a never ending task.
I've always considered myself a friend who doesn't need maintenance. I don't become upset or mad if people don't call me. I'm very understanding about other peoples lives. This being said, lately I'm frustrated. Mostly due to being held hostage at my house during the week/weekends. Certain family/friends call me regularly to see how I'm doing, and don't get me wrong it's nice. No one makes an effort to call me up and say "hey mind if I stop by" or "lets rent a movie" "how about I'll pick up dinner" "maybe we can just sit and chat" I feel this is a point in my life I can't be how I ususally am. I can't make the effort to invite people over because then I feel I need to cook, entertain if I'm the one suggesting they stop by. I'm frustrated that I am feeling needy from friends, frustrated that I am expecting things from friends. This just isn't usually like me. I keep reminding myself I don't do things just because I feel friends expect things from me. I do them because I want to. Who I am is not who they are.......a good thought to keep remembering.
Diaper bags! Oh my goodness. I could not find a bag I liked. F kept saying I can't believe you don't have a bag yet, your going to need it. Yes I know! I'm known to have bigger purses, just my style, so I suppose I figured I could always throw stuff into one of those. The other day online I found one. Love it. Of course it's not even out in stores until Feb 8th. Oh well, the rate this baby is going we will just be getting out of the hospital. So of course I ordered it. Now I can't wait for it to come. http://www.diaperbags.com/designer-brands/oioi-diaper-bags/oioitotediaperbaggiraffeprint.cfm
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Love it! That could totally pass for a cute purse :) Nice taste!
That's adorable! I love your bag! I miss ya! And I would come to see you, but I'm sure you know that my schedule sucks right now. Anyway, tell that baby of yours he is late and he needs to hurry up so I can visit him and you and F of course!
Love ya
Darling, I do not need you to cook (I will not deny that this is a bonus). I just need you to feel well enough for me to come over! Plus, throw the suggestion out there, I would be happy to just chill. Smooches!
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