Settling In

I'm starting to feel as if I am settling in as a mother. I knew going into this adventure it would be an adjustment. I'm sure the shock of just how much adjusting happens to every new mom. Nurturing has always been natural to me. I always new I wanted to be a mom. I enjoy taking care of others.

I keep reading, figure out a schedule for your baby and stick to it. Me, I love structure, routine, etc. Babies not so much! He's getting better. We are now up 3 times a night usually. He cries when he wants something, but overall not a fussy baby. I consider myself lucky. At our last appointment the doctor asked if he cries for more than 3 hours straight. I was shocked at this question, then immediately I felt horrible for those mothers who have to suffer through something like that! I can't imagine crying for 3 hours.

Figuring out how to work Charlie into our lives has been interesting. The other night we went to dinner, first time bringing him. He woke up half way through, fussed a little, then ate a bottle, was quite the rest of the time. I love that. Yes I know it may not happen all the time.

Laundry is interesting as well. I am just so used to loading up and going downstairs, but I can't balance him, the laundry all at once. So I put him in a front backpack, he was not a big fan of it. Wasn't comfortable for me either. Laundry will have to be done when I have others around to help out.

I am getting good at making dinner while holding a baby, and eating too. F helps out a lot, I couldn't imagine doing this alone. I really give those single parents credit.

I know everyday things will get easier, our schedule will work itself out.

So far I like being a mom. (not like I have a choice now, ha)