Another month is ending. I cannot believe how fast this summer is going. Seriously I feel as if I've done nothing! We have hardly gone to the pool, which made me question why I even paid for the membership this year.
It has been 3 weeks since I've walked on Wednesday nights. Something for me or her seems to pop up, and I keep telling myself I'll make it up another night, but I don't. I allow myself to make excuses, and I need to STOP. I was looking at my PEOPLE magazine, and I noticed a picture of an 63 year old actress (can't remember her name) and she was wearing a red bikini. She looks amazing. Immediately I was annoyed with myself. A 63 year old, rocks a bikini, and I look like a fat ass in my 1piece! (Growl) Yes I'm bitter. I keep saying "I need to snap out of it" "put my body as a priority" but then I agree to go get an ice cream cone with Y! I am my worst enemy. So to sum up my little weight rant, it's the end of July and I'm still in the same boat. I have not lost weight, my eating is not as portioned as it was before, and I still dislike my body. (I question if I ever will be happy with my body)
Merry Christmas 2012!
12 years ago
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All you've really got is today to make it right. Forget about the time that has passed. Set a new goal for the next few motnhs. And throw out the celeb magazines - they only bring people down b/c we get an image of what we "should" like like, but it's near impossible to achieve, let alone maintain.
Begin again today! You'll feel better.
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